But then after the whole family was over my nans for dinner =[. It was a full on roast and it smelt sooo goodl. but i didnt give in i ate the vegetables 1 small potato and about a tea spoon ful of stuffing to shut them all up. im gussing about 150/200 cals. It was horrible my mum was opposite me and kept staring at me when i was eating, she then started asking me why i left all my meats and about 4 potatos and everything else. Yet again the i feel ill excuse was used. and YET againg she didnt believe me. 

My nan then tried to be helpful by saying she got me a weight watchers desert. I felt so nasty sayin no to her as she went to the effort just 2 get me a low fat desert while everyone else stuffed their fat faces with shit. But i dont think she was to offended. i just felt like crying the whole time, i hate the way they all watch every bite i take just to make sure i realy do eat it, its so fuckin intimadating!

Anyway stats...
cw = 104 (STILL!) hopefully will be lower come morning but i dout it
gw= 98

So today has been an ok day...
150 cals for breakfast 
But then went for a run and burnt it off...Then walked to my mates house which took bout an hour so burnt some more. but by half 4 i had realy bad cramps and found it hard to breath (never had them before) i would have normaly ignored them but i couldnt because of i had to hours of dancing to go so i 120 cals :S which i felt bad bout but it made me feel better and i burnt it off dancing anyway and then ran home so now im back to 0 cals =] being made to eat dinner though so having 150 cals and then sit ups before bed ... i will be 106 come tomorrow =] I HOPE x

Hope you all had a great day =]